Privation

Even though I took a two hour nap, I still wanna continue sleeping. The allergies are making my throat itch and eyes heavy. This morning, in Wong's, during the chapter test, I took the whole tissue box to my desk. hahaha. Well, the test was pretty hard. But I can't complain, I knew half of it.

Anyways, I have quite a lot of geometry homework to catch up on. Three days of work that I abdicated from. Marco snapped a rubber band on my right wrist today and he did it on my scar that's shaped like a heart. So it ended up looking like a broken heart. awww. hahaha

Wong's other periods seem so easy compared to his APs.

Julie missed two days of bball practice; I'm pretty sure the coach is gonna cut her playing time. But Julie Diaz and I are gonna teach her what she missed out on Sunday.

I'm really glad that Coach Z didn't lose my earings because Julie and I gave him our jewelry since we couldn't wear them. I would've been extremely sad cause my mom bought them for me.

I've been too absorbed with euro and bball nowadays. So, I'll try my best to even things out more.


I wonder why I still haven't gotten my report card. -.-

Edit : Now I know why ! My sister hid my report card so my parents won't ask for hers and see her C. HAHAHA. I got straight A's with two absences(?).

Allergies

I hateee allergies. Especially when I have a test the next day.

Happy Birthday Finnie !

And Happy Late Birthday to Betty. haha

hmm.. I had a couple of things to mention in this blog but I hope it'll come to me soon.

This week is so rushed cause of Wong and people. My sprained finger isn't getting any better because everything it's healing, bball afterschool would just make it worst again.

Yesterday, I was walking home and almost got crashed because that stupid white car didn't stop at a sign of a pesdestrian walking. I didn't get crashed because I stepped back in time. I should've remembered the licenses plate. ><

So for Finnie's bday, we had a little surprise cake party for her at Danny's house. I think we pulled it off pretty well since she wasn't expecting it. hehe. The cakes was good, especially right after bballl practice.

Dude, I hate when I can't remember what I had to say. I should start making a list.

Get up

My knees tend to hurt during the day when I don't have enough sleep. It's a sign of sleep deprivation. I need some catching up to do.

This is one chaotic week.

Oversleeping

Almost 1am and I've just finished number 1 for euro. Amazing.
We got our essays back from Wong and I think I got a pretty good grade but the chapter test we took today kinda sucked. Didn't know more than half of it. ><

The day was so boring. Each class was the same: listen, work, and get out.

Except in De Pauw's class was fun. Although Peter is very mean to me, I like sitting away from Raphael. haha

So I discovered that we do not have practice on PD days. That's greattttt. Nobody in the team takes the practice seriously so they jsut mess around, which pisses the coach and me off. The practices are fun to me but I guess, it's torture to some people. Our first game will be on March 11th. But we will be playing against seniors on the 10th. Fun.

Made for Me

Darnit. I was waiting for 11:11pm to start on my post. hahaha. Too bad I got carried away.

I really don't like it when people don't appreciate the things they have and then they go around abusing it. Like, some people don't have friends and they just wish for someone. But others, who actually have people around them, just don't appreciate that fact. Then they just go and say "I have no one." I hate those who give up hope so quickly.

Looking back to my old posts, I realized that I was so much happier in the beginning of school. It's either my sister,euro, or people that made me so much more apathetic. Then again, there are many happy things that keep me company, away from falling down.

Since I'm talking about falling down, this morning, my family and I went to Big 5 to buy some things. My sister wanted knee pads for vball and both of my parents agreed that I should buy one too. They kept saying that since the knee pads is good for falling down, I need one too cause supposedly, I fall down too much. I found that very insulting in a funny way. I guess they remember the winter break incident. hahaha. But I just got a knee brace. (:


Goodnights everyone. Dream of me.

101

Lemme update you on these couple of days.

Finnie gets freaked out everytime I show her my finger. LOL

Now, almost everyday, I would go to McDonald's with people after bball practice. hahaha. Quite fun with your teammates.

I haven't worked on euro for three days now. Guess Imma have to finish it tomorrow and study in one day.

Today, I returned my bball shoes that didn't fit and I would have to wait about a week for the new ones to come. T__T

Dude, I seriously can't believe some people can get away with so many things. I would hate to have that guilty conscience following you everywhere.

Today reminded me how much I miss hanging out with Betty. There's no awkward moments and if there's silence, it's peaceful. Not like one of those relationships where you feel like you have to say something to keep the conversation up. I hate that feeling so I don't really try but with Betty, it doesn't matter. I like crying on her shoulder too. It's homey. I'm sure she likes my mom's noodles too. hahaha

This post is number 101. I started in October the 9th, two thousand and eight. And it's February the 20th, two thousand and nine. Thanks to Kevin, blogging has become my daily habit.

Impediments

Today was actually a great day compared to yesterday's but I was still very tired throughout the day.

I finished my geometry homework/chem/ and mandooo. xDD

After bball practice, me, Julie, Michelle, Cindy, and Tiffany went to McDonald's. We were soo hungryy. hahaha. Potluck tomorrow !

uhhhmmm.. Sleeping early today. At least, I'll try to. I usually think of euro whenever I try to sleep. hahahahahah. It has affected me greatly. Wow. Even the way I talk.

Insomnia

occurred yesterday. I think I did alright in Wong's essay. Easier question than I thought. And this is an omg moment. I got 50/50 on my geometry quiz. xDD Back on track I hope.

Today was the first day of practice for basketball. Thanks Kevin, for remembering. It wasn't that bad. But all I look forward to is when we play scrimmage. Freshmans vs. Sophomores and we win everytime. xD But the downside is that the shoes that me and Tiffany ordered were too small for me. They were 5 youth, not men. ><

I just learned what does the word fray means. It means a struggle/dispute/to frighten away/to wear. So many different meanings and I wonder what does it mean to the band. So many different meanings coming from the same word.


Sucking it up. All of it. Just saying that you agree and then never change.

The Fray

I think I'm in love with The Fray's new album.

The difference

between quick and fast.

Sleeeeeeeeep

Yesterday, after watching half of Lincoln's boy's varsity team play, I went home and slept. For about 6 good hours. Then I woke up cause I was hungry and then went back to sleep. hahaha The next morning (today) was when I showered. hehehehe. Pretty dirty. xD

I guess I'm so tired because I've been staying up late. Either doing euro or studying for euro. It makes me sad how much euro can affect my social life. ><

Anyways, basketball practice starts on Tuesday and I need to get my sports bag from Vivian. She better wash it before she gives it to me.

Reading the Greek Gods book for De Pauw's class. Since the class is almost done with it, I am reading it from the beginning. xD It's very interesting.

I am in a state of discontent.

Distractions

I hatee how my sister hogs the computer all day just to watch dramas when I have euro homework to do on it. Just wait till I get a laptop, you jerk.

And Andy you can stop trying to count shoulders with Finnie now. It's not gonna work! Just like my brush beats your comb! tehehe.

Woooooow. Today was the first day that I forgot my euro folder in my lockerr. Not purposely but accidentally. I guess Marshall high got me off track. hahah. They are a really good team and I stayed a bit afterschool to watch them play.

Appointments

Classes aren't that bad.

Wong is rushing us and I didn't hear why.
Logan is finally getting some senses.
Same with geo.
Chai's 4th period is sooo boring.. No one talks. I miss 5th period mando.
De Pauw's class has very few people but his teaching reminds me of Mrs. Wilhoit. She was a good teacher.
We haven't started doing anything for basketball yet because other people are occupying the gym.

Today was extremely cold and windy. It's such a hated weather.


I hope for the best.

Notifications

Let's see. I ran the beginning of the race in sprinkling rain. Then it cleared. My dad picked me up to go home. (: hahah

After that, I went to the movies to watch He's Just Not That Into You. It was very disappointing. I thought it would be better. Quite boring.

My legs are tingling. hahaha Tomorrow's the first day of the second semester and I wonder how will that go. Basketball 6th period ! xDD

Going crazyy

Awwww... It's 11:22 pm and I can't get it out of my head. hahahahahaahahah

Today, I got to the doctors at 9:30am and waited till 10 to get inside. Then waited some more for the doctor. They had to do a skin test to me and I never got one before. It's looked like those warts you see on tv. Anways, I feel like a bitch cause I talked crap about my doctors alot and I found out today that they do open till 6pm. I guess it was just vacation last time that I went. I wanted to ask my doctor for allergy medicine but then my mom told me that I shouldn't so I didn't. (: I was surprised that both of my parents went to the doctors with me.. >.>

Well, I got home kinda late from the doctors cause my parents wanted to buy some groceries and I didn't think my dad would've let me to go bball afterwards. So I stayed home, watched dramas, talked on the phone, and then took a nap. Slept from 3ish to 8. hahah Feels refreshing.

Tomorrow, I'm going to be running in the rain. There's gonna be am showers and I hope I won't get sick. Movies tomorrow ! xDD

WETT

It rained the whole dayy. ):

So yesterday was euro and Chai finals. I stayed up till 1 on Wednesday studying for euro and it paid off. hehehehe. Chai was sooo boring. I just ate chips in that class. heheh. The Dance teams performed in Yuca and I thought it was better than they did in CT.

Today, I had chem and enlish finals. I knew half of chem and I copied the other half from Kevin. haha. Thank you Kevin. In english, we had to do our speech and I messed up so many times. As in stuttering and messing up the words. >< I hope I did good. I mean I hope I still have my A.

Afterschool, WDK had another meeting. We got pizza and junk food to Tiffany's house. Then we watched Wanted while eating. hahahah. The room was packed with people. It was fun; we did had our moments. We were supposed to go play bball but it rained.

Getting my physical tomorrow. Damn doctors better be there. And, I hope I won't have to run in the rain on Sunday. -__-

I was kinda happy that my mom didn't ask where I went afterschool and came back home at 8. hahahaha. I think that means that she trustes me. xD I also told her about my testings and school stuff and she said that she was proud of me. hehehe

STOP RAININNGGGG !

Finals

Finals week and I'm studying everyday. Almost. Especially for euro. hehe.

I woke up sneezing nonstop today. Then I just kinda sluggishly walked up and down the halls.

Got head chopped in Pe for trying to get a rebound by Kevin. hahaha Not that painful. I feel so dumb for staying up till late yesterday cause I thought that the geometry packet was due when it wasn't ! ><

I did my speech for Chai and I messed up so many times. haha... Thankfully I still got an A. xD

Yesterday, I was veryyy surprised when Jonathan asked if I wanted to go to Carl's Jr afterschool. But I didn't hear him well so I didn't go. hehehe
Tomorrow is my geometry and pe final. Pretty easy day, exempt from euro studying.

I'm glad my dad supports me staying till 5:30-6pm for basketball. If he didn't, I don't think I would've joined frosh/soph. He was asking me about my classes and stuff; I felt we were bonding again like we used to before I took euro. Then he randomly gave me 10 dollars. HAHAHA

Anyways, I hope my basketball shoes come sooooon. hehehe. I didn't want practice on Saturday because I was planning to get my physical. ):

10k at the Chinatown Firecracker race, Sunday. Let's do something afterward. xD

Time

I remember someone told me that it'll get better between me and my sister. I think it was you.. I believed it for only so long before another low and absurd action of hers strikes again. It amazes me each and every time at how big the capacity of her senselessness is.

Everyone has different ways of letting out their stress or anger. Mine is running. And right now, I'm just about to burst.

The endless times of waiting gets tiring...