Time

I remember someone told me that it'll get better between me and my sister. I think it was you.. I believed it for only so long before another low and absurd action of hers strikes again. It amazes me each and every time at how big the capacity of her senselessness is.

Everyone has different ways of letting out their stress or anger. Mine is running. And right now, I'm just about to burst.

The endless times of waiting gets tiring...

Candlebox

Haven't been the best two days. Yesterday, woke up with a sore throat and somewhere along the day, I've gotten a headache. Which, later, ended up into a fever. So I slept the whole day and slept some moree.

Todayy, I woke up to go play basketball at Lincolnn. The practice ended at 2. Coach K talks a lot.. I got to the Chinatown festival volunteering at 3. ): Oh wellsss. It was fun. There was free Yakult! hahaha Anways, we took pictures too. Free again. Finnie, Betty, Heidi and I was at this small slide thing. Yeahh.. funnn. I got moved to another part of that thing to stop little kids from cutting. -.-

We were going home but the Dash stopped running. So Betty and Alina went by themselves to walk home. Heidi's sister drove me and Finnie home. heheheh. Much safer than Betty.

I was really thirsty just now and I felt like drinking soda. But then, I went and drank lang chaa. Finnie would be proud. xD

My mom and I don't talk as much now. I want to but it's finals week and Wong is a socializing killer.

Man, I gotta finish my english homework...studying for euro tomorrow..
T___T

A rocket to the moon

Pretty tiring day. I really want Mt. Gleason's class schedule. It had more classes but longer periods where you get more free time and an extra day to do homework. Unlike in Lincoln, where you would have to finish everything the next day with 6 periods.

I have no idea why I started talking about Spain when the question asked about Russia for Wong's test. -.-. I think I could've done better.

Finally, I changed seats in chem class. You have no ideaaaa who annoying Raphael is. He has ADD or something. I had to yell at him to stop making those continuous tick tick tick sounds. A couple of times too. Now I sit next to Kevin, who makes me listen in class. -___-

I thought today's geometry test was easy. Finished it pretty quick.

I kinda like the snake cause of the up and downs. haha. I gave Ricky a flower today. A yellow one to be specific. But then in lunch, he told me that someone killed it. ): I am gonna find out who that evil person is. Killing the flower I gave to Ricky.

So karma bit me in the ass today. I was fast walking to Chai's class when I tripped on the steps and my shoe fell. Darn.. and Chris tried to stop laughing, didn't work out. Next up is Michelle. haha

I think I am getting sick.. because I kinda have a sore throat. And that's the start of everything.

The one day I don't have homework for Wong and I went home and slept.



Edit : Sillage - the smell of leaving...

Dreams

Just finished studying for euro and my eye's twitching again. Gonna sleep after this blog. Just for my fans. I like to think that I have fans so it'll keep me motivated.

I learned today in chemistry class. But we had a sub named Mrs. Cajina. haha

In pe, we ran a mile and my time was 8 minutes and 30 seconds. Let's start running Danny. Again.

Well.. yeahhh. Tiring day. Afterschool, Tesia, Finnie and I went to Tiffany's house to study. I can only memorize things when I either say it outloud or hear it. I can't just read the book and remember it. ><. Can't do it like Sherry. haha

I told my mom that I wanted another computer so I can do my hw. Without my sister's complainance. She just said to tell my oldest sister to find a good one and she'll pay for it. I was surprised that she said that. Wonder how it would be like with two comps.. Maybe it'll get peaceful. For once.

In my youtube account, I have this playlist of all of my favorited songs. I would just play it all the while I can and it'll keep me company with euro. haha.

I hope I do good at tomorrow's test. It would really make up for the last test we took. >< !

Also, I wish some people would stop. It just gets annoying after a period of time. How come people don't believe what I say sometimesss ?

Of course

My right eye won't stop twitchingg.

Sooooo.. these past few days has been quite chaotic. Yepp. Euro and all these other things are just piling up together.

My day was okay. Just too cold.
Sighhh. Finals next week.
Perrfecct.

Happy Late Chinese New Year's !

Hungerrr

I am blogging after I just finished with number 1&2 for euro. Took about a page and a half. Superr long. I am tired and still haven't had dinner yet because not everyone is home yet. T___T

It has been a long day.


I guess I should write my paragraph about Kevin's coolness. It's to boost his self-confidence. I hope no one will get jealous. xD

His name is Kevin Dannngggg. You gotta love his name. I wished i had a cool name like that. It'll be like Xiao [pause] Dannnggggg. hahahahahahahha. I feel so lame typing about his coolness. But yes, he's cool. He sure knows how to cheer someone up. Like when I fell, he said, " Told you." LOL I'm jkkk. Well, he's the one who made me make this blog. Now it's a habit of mine. Gave me something to do while procrastinating from euro. Also, we both freeload from people during lunch. Then we fight each other for the food that we got. hahah. That's how cool he is.

Shattered

" How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after.
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting. "


Shit, I can't walk home without being honked or spoken to by strangers. It's annoying, you horny bastards. Keep your dick inside your pants please.


I wonder why whenever I start playing a sport, I won't stop till hours later. It's too funn. You knoww ?? I guess you can say the same about games.

I'm so stressed out and tired. But you know what?! No pain, no gain. Reminds me of when Finnie was putting alcohol on my arms and when my sister pealed off the bandages. Awww... good times.


Also, I'm a winner in someone's book. No matter what you say.(:

Happy Birthday Danny !

Danny's birthday todayyyy. 17. So old. But yet looks so immature. haha:)

Well, it rained. Showered. Sprinkled. Drizzled. Whatever.

Wong's test was hard. You know the stuff but the answers are too alike. ><

No more proofs ! High Five Andy !! haha

Another one of WDK lunch times. hahaha xDD I never knew Julie could be so funny.

So in mandarin, I gotta start making flashcards now. Since she wants to collect them. ><

I was hoping that we would not need to do another speech for Nagaoka. Guess that's not happening.

YUCA's normal. Loud. I was as still as a rock. You said it Kevin.


I feel like such a boring person. -.-



It's coming man. I FELT IT FOR HOURSS.

Secrets

Unexpected. The good connotation. (:

Clarity

Sometimes, you are out of words. Helpful words. Caring words. Soothing words. Whatever. But all they need is the security of your presence.

And sometimes, that's all that matters.

Passerby

I noticed youtube has a new music video for How to Save a Life by The Fray. I remember it was a different one. ):

So, the Unborn is.. another movie I wouldn't recommend to watch. I screamed. Quite a lot. hahah

Smiling Pasta. Is on channel 18. -__- I hate that drama. That girl can't act. I'm sorry. It doesn't have english subs. So those that can't understand mandarin, you won't be able to watch it. hahahaha


I dislike it very much. The goddamn internet. I need to stop giving the wrong impressions. I prefer face-to-face interactions. Also, please excuse my bluntness.

Never again

I wouldn't suggest people to watch Mall Cop or Marley and Me. They weren't bad or anything, just no storyline. Mall Cop was funny, not hilarious. Has no meaning. Marley and Me is more for dog people. Pretty boring..

So there was this really weird guy in back of us when we were watching Marley and Me. He made the weirdest noises. Plus, he was sitting alone with a face that didn't exactly seem friendly.

There was the time when Finnie and I went to the restroom. And I heard humming. So I asked, " Finnie, is that you?" She said, " No.."
Later, I heard some voice talking. I asked again, " Finnie, are you talking to me ?" She said no again. After we came out, I figured out it was a little girl in another stall. So embarrassing.

Sherry reminds me of how I used to be back in middle school and now. I just don't show it as much as her. She makes me reminisce...the past.

AIM keeps me from doing homework. 100% of the time. I would like to feel accomplished again.


Anyways, I apologize to Stephen about my abruptness. Thanks for just being there even when there's nothing to say.

Shitty mood

Today was such a crappy day. Finnie and Jonathan were making fun of my facial expression in chem. I did not find it funny. ><

The geometry's test was pretty easy.. I hope I did good on the proof. Marco let me play with his DS. Mario game. hahaha. I lost in like the first encounter with a turtle.

In pe, I played badminton with Cindy. She's good. hahaha. We could've kept the birdie up in the air without Kevin ruining it.

Since it's Friday, we had a magnet government meeting. Meaning no lunch. T__T. So I was super hungry and no one had food.

Later in mando, we had a lot of work to catch up. I worked on it the whole period and I ended up with a headache. Leading to my pissy mood after 5th period.

Hunger + headache = YOU DIEEE. Especially since Kevin took my yogurt that Finnie saved for me. >
Then, I took my anger out on Jonathan. He tried to pinch me but I started slapping and punching him. It worked and he actually did his work when I told him to.

Afterschool, Finnie and I went to watch the JV's and Varsity play against Wilson High School. Man, we sucked. hahahaha. It's okay cause they did good. I thought so. I STILL HAVE HOPE IN YOU GUYS! Oh btw, my geometry teacher was there watching the game, Mrs. Flores.


I noticed that my face's scar has deepened its color. Making it more noticable. Darn. And Betty said that the cocoa butter will help. ><


I hope you don't like livejournal, Kevin ! So you can come back to Blogger. hehe.

Sleep

Such a hot day. We did physical test in pe today and I gained weight over the winter break. This sucks. hahaha

I love how our table in lunch has so much tomatoes and pickles. hahaha. It's super duper awesome.

Some Shanghainese people came to out school and our mandarin class got to meet them. Except I didn't really pay attention cause Chris kept messing with me. So I punched him in the face. xD

For once, Jonathan didn't mess with me in 6th period. hehe. I hope he keeps getting headaches.

I went home afterschool and ate cereal. Then I slept for two hours since I couldn't focus on euro. Then I woke up and showered and actually did more euro than I thought I would. Sleep can do wonders people.

And here I am. One more thing, Bryan keep calling me fat or stupid and I will punch you in your face. >:O


Why am I surrounded by so much selfish people? I kept asking myself this question today. Maybe Kevin can explain this to me but I wanna wonder for a bit.


I feel it coming. Soon enough, it will be here..

Heartbeats

So, wrote an essay in wong's class today. I basically repeated myself over and over again. hahahahha. I'm doomed.

I am really out of shape. We ran a little in pe and I was pretty worn out. >< !

In lunch, Ivan randomly grabbed my backpack and I was talking to Julie. Chris goes behind her and crushes me and Julie. It was quite painful..if you know what I mean.

Slept through mandarin cause Ms. Chai was just talking about random stuff.

Nagaoka was very descriptive about the book we were reading in class. hahaha His imitations were funny.

I had to return the Green Mile today to the library. So Danny and I walked there. We did out hw there too cause it just felt right. And I treated this time. Feels goood. xDD

hahaha I kept saying to myself that the hw for euro is easyyy so I can take my time. hahahaha I was wrongggg. Just finish about now but yeahh..

Good day, I guess ?

My mom

My mom is hilarious. She was just trying to do some exercises and she tried to do a situp. It was the funniest shit I have seen in a longgg timeee. HAHHAHAHAHAA. I love my mom. xDD

In geometry, Andy was singing the song on my blog and I couldn't even remember it until 30 secs later ! hahahaha

An intense game it was Andy. But you know that you lost the badminton game to me.



The cake made for Tiffany's bday was actually VERY good. hahahah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY !
Who got to leave at 12 from school. ><


Ms. Chai likes my new years resolution. hehehehe.


So in english, Jonathan was poking my elbow. The elbow with the scab and I wanted him to stop so I said you're touching my bone and it hurts. Well then, he took my arm and pinched everywhere around the scab and said, " It's not on the bone, it's all fat." And I slapped him for that. hahahahha


It's American Idol season now !! I love that show.


And lastly, I don't blame you Kevin for texting me two times. hahaha. Gotta look on the bright side more and you need something to do to take your mind off of things.

Defenseless

Woot Woot ! 12 and 1/2 out of 15 possible points. Pretty good. Now my sister owes me a dollar. xD

hmm.. Nothing interesting happened. But I love how the WDK were together most of the time. Super fun.

Cheer up, Kevin !

Once again, I'm seated next to Jonathan in Nagaoka's class. Three more weeks of torture till I'm out. >< I hateeee sitting next to him. Where's my knight in the shiny armor ?

hahahaha

Damnit. Proofs again in geometry.

There were alot of funny moments that made me burst out laughing. Too hilarious.

Afterschool, Sophia, Julie, and I went to Finnie house to bake a cake for Tiffany's bday tomorrow. But a few minutes after the cake went into the oven, my mom called telling me to go home and I didn't object. xDD

11:30 and two more questions to go for euro.

I can do it. If I stop procrastinating.

School

School's tomorrow. I want to go to school but not the classes. Gonna miss sleeping late and going out. ><

Oh yeah, I finished the Green Mile. I got tearyy cause it was sad. Good way to end the winter break. hahah


G'nights and don't forget to turn on your alarm clocks !

Will not

Taking a euro test in the library on a winter vacation is pretty hard after two weeks of relaxation. But the food that Wong had made up for it.

Seeing Lisa for a couples of hours is better than none.

Hopefully, I will be done with Nagaoka's planning sheet by tonight.

Getting teary for John Coffey. Coffey like the drink only not spelled the same way. 56 pages left.

6:21
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6:22
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6:23
....

Gonna suck it up and let it go.



Everytime I listen to Just Go by Misdirection, I tend to get teary or maybe it's just today.

Tacos !?

Woke up at 12 and was supposed to make lunch for my mom but overslept. Sorry mom ! Then Sophia called me and said that her softball tryouts were over already. So I had to get ready and go to the tennis courts. On the way, I called Julie to see if she was coming and asked Stephen if he wanted to play with us. Julie didn't make it cause of her knee doctor appointment thingy. It was just me, Sophia, Kelly, and Stephen. Kelly is in softball too so she stayed. We played for a while but then Sophia and Kelly left at 2. -___- Stephen and I played around till 3ish and left to go home. And then he called me a DOWNIE ! What is that ?!

Came home to an empty house, FOR ONCEE ! Ate a bowl of cereal. hahaha And then went to CVS with Danny so he can buy his lotion. hahahahah I guess you can say that I helped him. xD Then we saw Ivan.. -____-. hahahaha Went to the library so Danny can pee. Then off to yuca ! They had TACOS ! Who eats that ? We're all asian ! Sorry Danny. hahahahahha. I signed up for the Chinatown Lunar Festival but the afternoon shift cause I am not waking up at 7am to go. Kevin got a haircut and told me he didn't. ): That's cool. His beanie looked cool too. hahahaha ;)

Lucky me cause I forgot to bring a jacket to yuca and was so coldddd when I was walking home. The Dr. Pepper that I drank made me want to pee. Not a very good combinationnn.

Guess we're gonna have the study session at Tiffany's house instead of Finnie's. Doesn't matter to me but that means more walking . hahahaha.


I am getting more and more descriptivee. Haven't started on the english hw yet.. Plan to do it after the Euro test on Saturday. Maybe..


Edit : My mom was telling me that there was an earthquake around 7ish(?) hahahahah Pretty funny because I was showering and didn't feel a thing. I believe that this is a sign telling us Californians that there's gonna be an even bigger one. Soon enough.



"Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That's relativity."

- Albert Einstein