13 years of friendship and you've not at least texted or called me.

hmmm.. makes me question where our friendship stands.

i got sunburned everywhere today after the ucsd tour.

i can feeeeeel summer right around the cornerrrr~ can't waaaitt!

sigh

why can't you understand why i'm ignoring you....?

i need my space.

i need to find answers for myself.

i need to quit being a "bitch"

i need to believe that you actually care.

i need to cool off.

i need time to try to forgive you for what you did.

i need you to MEAN what you say.

i need you to realize how much i tried, but only to get mistaken.

i need you to learn how to appreciate me...

i need you to realize all the shit you put me through.

i need you to understand what you put me through when you ignored me.

i need you to find some REAL friends, not merely acquaintances that you spill our story to.

i need us to be able to talk about things, not letting it go.

i need myself to give up,... and let you miss me. it's the only way for you to realize that i stayed throughout everything, now show me that you are going to stay too.