so today on library walk there was a national depression day event going on where you can fill out a sheet and professional psychologists can talk to you about your paper. i decided to fill it out with steph and i talked to one of the psychologist and he told me that i should schedule an appointment and talk to them about the possibility of having post traumatic stress. the symptoms are shown through my test and i might be secretly depressed. like wow lol i guess everything is taking a toll on me because i just can't escape since people won't freaken leave me alone. i don't understand why people that graduate high school already still do high school shit. it's like people can't move on and like to put other people down so they can feel superior. i don't understand people like that. i don't understand how do people have so much time to do stupid and ignorant stuff like that. i don't understand their mentality and i don't think i want to.