everyone's leaving, but i feel some sort of comfort in this kind of leaving. sure, people are going off in their own directions and you may not see them for quite some time, but just think of all the places they'll go.. they're dependent on themselves, something we haven't gotten the chance to do, and figuring out life as it goes. me as well.. just think of all the experiences we'll go through and the lessons learn. i'm so happyyyyy and content with life, even with all the strings attached. lol maybe i just can't wait to get away from my dad hahahahaha :p

i think it was during the backyard boogies in summer bridge where i saw this beautiful tree. it struck me with this kind of glow. i dunno the shape of the tree was naturally perfect and it seemed as if all the lighting shined on that tree only. i guess it was the fact that the trees surrounding it were just dull, which made that tree even more beautiful.. man it definitely stood out.

i honestly want to spend time with people before i leave to sd, but the fact that i have no money holds me back. stupid me didn't take any loans so now i'll be using all my savings from work to pay for one quarter. and i'll be left with nothing until i start working at school for the next two quarters. like damnit i'll be working my freshman yearrr.. nooooooooooooooooo. i hate this feeling.

it's moments and days like these where i question our friendship.