you expect so much from me.. and i don't know what to do.

most of the time, i don't do anything so that you won't be disappointed in me and i won't be someone i'm not.  

i asked some of my friends the other day if they were excited to go to college yet and they didn't even wanna talk about the subject cause they didn't wanna leave. lol it's weird cause that's all i've been wanting to do. i kinda can't wait cause there isn't anything left for me here.. i wanna see what's out there for me in the world. i feel so limited staying in LA. i mean i love LA, but there's only so much to do lol i can't wait for new experiences! i can't wait to go college shopping with my sister! i can't wait to pack up! i can't wait for the two hour drive! i just can't wait for collegeee. i'm most excited about leaving home than anything though. LOL

i know forsure ima miss some people so much.. those that stick to me <3

that feeling of being so easily replaced.