Monday, February 27, 2012

one last post.

one last post about you.

We've known each other for sooo damn long...and you still don't know what hurts me. I guess you never really understood me from the beginning. When I wasn't what you wanted anymore, it's like I disappeared from your life and wasn't important anymore. Hmmm it's an endless cycle of tryna find your true friends.. who'll stick it through the thick and thin, the good and bad. And I guess you're just not one of them. I think I'm more sad at all the effort, time, and highly sodium-contained water spent on you and all for thisss.. whateverrr thissss is called. I don't think I'll trust and give myself like I did ever again to someone. And when I say I will do something or I promise something, I DO IT. You may say this so many times, but you never followed through. I hope you'll learn to practice what you preach be, it's sosoo important.. no hard feelings.. just feelings of -what could've happen-

"and somewhere along the line, someone gave up"
& that someone is you.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

im glad to say that my relationship with my mom is better than ever, stronger than ever. that makes me especially want to stay close to her when i go away to college like irvine or something. but then the thought of even speaking to my dad just pushes me farther away. i can't stand how he is anymore.. at least they're a good example of what i don't wanna become.