just gna go with the floww for the SAT... but i'm freaken scared for the expertise test for paulson! :(

hahah how ironiccc.

ahhh..

this is way harder than i thought it would be.

i feel that this thing called pride prevents us from doing things we want to do.. or saying things we want to say to someone. well it makes sense that it does that, but i don't know.. it would be so much easier. i hate to admit things sometimes like i reaaally hate it and i can't say it cause my pride is holding me back. lol i think the same goes to you :p

okay back to hw!

Katniss

Katniss walks through the forest all alone

rejecting any kind of affection

like a porcupine that recoils when touched.

She climbs trees that give her a lift every time.

On top of the world, she likes the deafening silence

of the forest animals around her.

As much as she likes the animals… there is no one compared to herself.

There is no one she can trust, thus leaving her with such loneliness.

The responsibilities she has weighs like a ton, restraining her from love.

However, upon seeing her own reflection in a lake, Katniss has fallen in love…

Allusion poem reference to Echo & Narcissus.

inhale.. & exhale all that bullshit.

i love reading birthday cards that people spend time on. it makes me so happpyy :)

jess, kimbo, &swaaang! <3

i'm turning 18 tomorrow and my sister's leaving tomorrow morning. lol

birthday present to meee? ahah jkk!

it's quite hard for me to be genuinely happy right now..

you're leaving

i miss you

you're gna find a better girl-friend in college

i'm fucken lonely at school

they're all acquaintances

pretending to be happy at school

trying not to cry everyday

hate what i've become

keep telling myself time will heal.

yes,

it shall

& it will.

thug life.

enough with the emo posts shizzzz.

After what happened, it's kinda hard for me to tell you anything anymore because I feel that you're just gna tell someone, someone that you're closer with now. It's like I lost a bit of trust in you when you broke my heart. I can't even believe what you say without being a least bit doubtful. I don't even know if you mean the things you say...or do you even care? Cause everything I say, you reply with something not relevant. You're always so distracted..

Sighh..I don't even know anymore.

maybe you're just a bit more clueless than the rest of the male population, but i'm fucken hurt. i bet you tell her everything too btw. and you fucken KNOW i see her everyday every single period. so yeah, fuck me cause i would have to put an act like i don't care everygoddamday.

what happened between us should stay between us. i'm keeping my part, are you?

only coming to me in instances of boredom,

never in moments of happiness.

"and games that never amount

to more than they're meant

will play themselves out"