& when it seems like nothing worse can happen, it happens.

sigh, pushing people away when it gets hard is what i do best. lol kudossss to meeee.

"A desert blessing, an ocean curse."

that moment after i finished one of the best books ever i’ve read, i just kind of just sat there and thought about what the author meant by this whole story. i know that sounds lame but it just made me wonder how the world just circles around and around like nothing after i just read this amazing book that just had given me some traumatizing realization about life.

i just love how green offered this opposite point of view about things in life. like cancer patients aren’t the RESULTS of what went wrong; they’re merely side effects of horridly combined dna.. and how everyone in the world just wants to leave a mark, any mark at all. a girl with half air and half water in her lungs and a boy with half of a leg.

"It seemed like forever ago, like we'd this brief but still infinite forever. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities."